I may not be able to wright for a while due to the fact that I will be in jail. I am sad and unprepared. I am going to court on the 7th at 3pm to find out. If they give me some time before I have to report to jail I will wright again.
I may not be able to have access to a computer so it may take a month or two before I wright again. I am so tiered of paying the price for all my drinking. I have been beaten and now I must stand up for all of my mistakes.
On a good note, I have been reading my AA book and am half way done with it. I have been struggling mostly with the "giving your self to a higher power" part. But I know I have reached the first step, and I am proud to final say that; My name is Matthew and I am an alcoholic. I am proud of it because it means I am finally taking responsibility!
Sorry to make this so short and vague, but I just found out that there was a death in my wife's family. Her cousins son was shot to death. Please keep that in your prayers, as my wife dose not handle death well.
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