This is it....

Hey everyone I lost track of time but thought i would say hi. I havebeen working on Beguilemen and have gotten pretty far onmy first draft. I have been useing a program called 'ywriter4' for this book and have had a blast with it.

I was surprised to find out that a own i make-up in he book turned out to be a road in NC. creepy but hay.

Freedom..

Well looks like I am not going to jail for all that long after all! You can guess how happy I am about it. It turns out that I am only going to spend one night in jail, and they tell me I can bring a book. So three cheers for the judicial systems!

On the down side of all of this my wife's cusin was shot to death on monday and her b-day is on the 13th. I have to do somthing big for her.

Bye for now.

Go strait to jail, do not pass go, do not collect $200...

I may not be able to wright for a while due to the fact that I will be in jail. I am sad and unprepared. I am going to court on the 7th at 3pm to find out. If they give me some time before I have to report to jail I will wright again.

I may not be able to have access to a computer so it may take a month or two before I wright again. I am so tiered of paying the price for all my drinking. I have been beaten and now I must stand up for all of my mistakes.

On a good note, I have been reading my AA book and am half way done with it. I have been struggling mostly with the "giving your self to a higher power" part. But I know I have reached the first step, and I am proud to final say that; My name is Matthew and I am an alcoholic. I am proud of it because it means I am finally taking responsibility!

Sorry to make this so short and vague, but I just found out that there was a death in my wife's family. Her cousins son was shot to death. Please keep that in your prayers, as my wife dose not handle death well.